All the happy occasions beaten by a sad occasion

My mom, aunt, 2 cousins and I went out shopping in One Utama today. We enjoyed shopping a lot. If I knew this would happen, I wouldn't shop at all. It is mostly my fault. We shop for more than 9 hours including lunch. We manage to buy some nice clothes but due to my fault, we lost everything. I can't stop blaming myself. Some of our clothes were in the car boot, but I move it to the seat when I reach my house. By the way, it is my cousin's car. We went out for dinner. After dinner, we went to the car and see everything when missing and the mirror is broke. When I see my cousin start crying, I control myself from sobbing. I hide away from my family. Damn heart sick especially when we spend damn lot of time shopping and get nothing.